My dear friend

I saw your message and I responded to it. It made me sad as you were really hurt. I know how much you wanted it and I know exactly how you feel because I have been in the same position as you are now. I know the feeling of disappointment from having waited so long and not getting the final few yards to the goal which would have made your day if not your life for just one second in the arms of the other. I know I would like to help you but this is something that you will have to experience at least once and learn from it. I'm afraid to say so, but this is who we are and what we sometimes do. It shouldn't be like that but it is and sometimes that makes me a little bit unhappy. I'm so sorry my friend. I will be there for you should you need me.