Should be out having fun with Ilari but here I am sitting on the couch. Wakeup for tomorrow is at 6.45 the latest. 7.15 is when I should be taking my pain medication and at 8.15 it is again the time to clean the wound. I am seriously getting worried about the trip to Germany. I wouldn't want to disappoint Ilari as we both have really been looking forward to this trip. If nothing else I guess we have to learn how to clean the wound by ourselves and I hope to god that the whole circus is over by then. The other thing is the trip to China which is something that I would love to do but it is equally doubtfull if it will take place. If there is an open wound still by the time I should be going there then the trip is off. I don't want some exotic disease from there.
Bought Ilari his christmas present. No, I wont tell what it is as he is reading the blog :) Haa-haa. Got some other presents also. Should do the rest of the shopping on Monday.
